Running Diary

I set out to do 55 minutes today.

I failed.

After 35 minutes I had to pull up for a breather. I did a bit of jogging on after that but it was half-hearted and I did no more than another five minutes.

I'm angry with myself for letting myself down.

Thoughts on rejection

A friend - at least I though she was a friend - suggests over the phone that If it's true that I feel repeatedly rejected over many years - since early childhood indeed - perhaps it's because I'm not offering anything.

I thought I was offering intelligence, enthusiasm and creativity. But maybe I'm wrong after all.

Any thoughts?